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(Breath)

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(breathing)

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(motivational music)

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? Blessed

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heavy body.

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Blessed

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sweat and bone.

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Babe we�re gonna be together, together

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til the final slumber.

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Better get right with each other.

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Better get right

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With each other. ?

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(underwater bubble sounds)

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(experimental spacey music)

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This morning,

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as a moon conjunct Jupiter,
it's a good time to ask ourselves.

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What do I need to ready
myself for revolution

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inside myself first and
then outside of myself.

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(crows caw)

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(magical music)

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(clippers buzzing)

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Dear Julia,

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I got your winged message.

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I think I'm beginning to understand.

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(power lines buzzing)

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(birds chirping)

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Anto?

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Antonie?

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(A heavy bell tolls)

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(mystical hardcore music)

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(tape ingesting sound)

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(door creaks)

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(mystical hardcore music echoes)

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Good morning.

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What are you doing all the way out there?

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I want to savor every step toward you.

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(mystical hardcore music returns)

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? In the tall grass

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we fall, over,

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we fall backwards.

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A childlike

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curiosity, magic.

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Gold glows through your

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head.

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Scented halo.

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It�s the tenderest form

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we appear

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ageless.

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Sister,

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Sister!

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Sister.

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Our morphing body so easy and so free.

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We are switching

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I feel the fullness, I feel your power

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I see everything in its tenderest form

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gold, glowing through a halo of your hair.

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Inside the grass we make
a tunnel, we burrow a home.

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It feels delirious,

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my pleasure sounds absorbed

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by wind and grass

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ageless and innocent

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falls away.

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Exotic world.

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Bare skin.

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I dare myself.

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To come within.

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But the consciousness creeps in,

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the consciousness creeps in.

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The consciousness, the
consciousness creeps in.

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The rain falling around us and
the statues emerge through the fog

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but my consciousness creeps
in. My consciousness creeps in.

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I wanna play with you again.

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I wanna play with you.

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Sister.

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The consciousness, the
consciousness creeps in.

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We are coming closer.

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We float forwards our jaws dropping

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we find ourselves there
underneath the grass.

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Underneath the earth.

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Sinking in, I let myself become soaked.

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Soaked. Soaked. Soaked.

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I feel the wet

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my hair is dripping I feel the wet.

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My hair is dripping.

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I want to be lost and I will fall.

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Sister!

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I want to play with you

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but the consciousness creeps in.

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And when I have seen this.

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How can I return again?

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How can I return again?

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The consciousness creeps in.

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How can I ever return? ?

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I dedicate this to the
healing of my ancestral line.

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(breath)

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(tape end sound)

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(VCR eject)

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Let's just be still for a minute.

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(crying)

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I'm sorry.

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Are you okay?

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Hey.

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I�m sorry.

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(crying harder)

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(sniffling)

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I just haven�t been touched in so long.

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Aww.

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Yeah, if it weren't for
my cats, I'd be crying too.

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(laughing)

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You�re usually the one crying.

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Hey, now.

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Does your cat do this?

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(licking sounds)

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As a matter of fact, he does.

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(laughing)

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(hammering outside)

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(construction crew sounds)

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(rich melodic music)

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? I�m a sinner baby please.

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Pray God have mercy on me.

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Wanna live

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just wanna grow.

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Wanna know how to be loved.

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I wont hurt you, no.

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Want to be loved.

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I�m trying for you.

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La la la la.

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La la la.

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La.

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Wanna be a star,

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wanna shine bright.

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Remember who you are.

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Remember your fight.

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Wanna be free, wanna touch the sky.

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Wanna be free, wanna be right.

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Wanna be in love,

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wanna be free

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Wanna be in love,

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love is all I need.

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Wanna be a star?

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Wanna shine bright?
Remember who you are... ?

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Let's pull a card about us.

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Yeah.

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(anticipatory squeal)

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Woah!

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(audible exhale)

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(laugh)

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Okay.

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? Wanna be free ?

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What do you think of my eyebrows?

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I think you look wild and free.

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(wistful horn music)

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Adorn yourselves

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with the skills, confidence,

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clear mind, strength and self-love

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of your highest nature.

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Weave them into an armor

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looking just like your skin.

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Beneath that layer, allow a salve of ashes

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made up of all that you once
knew, believed, and were, soak in.

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Thus, protected and draped in death,

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an army of lovers cannot be defeated.

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How did you come to...

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What do you call it?

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Being a professional lover?

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Mmhmm.

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Have you ever slept with someone

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who mistaked really good
sex for something more?

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Uh-uh.

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Well, back when I lived in Chicago,

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I was sleeping with this witch.

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Like, seriously, pointy hat type witch.

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(laughs)

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And, um

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the sex was great. You know,

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She would bruise the hell out of me,

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and I would boss her around.

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And um

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she said that the other
woman she was seeing

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was getting jealous, and I
hate drama, so I just ended it.

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But that night, she comes screaming

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to my house

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(ofscreen) Dafnah!

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In the snow, and she's like, um

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Dafnah, I know you're up there!

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You cannot deny our connection.

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I go down there and
I'm like, I won't date you,

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but I will sleep with you if you pay me.

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(laughing)

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It just kind of dawned on me.

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She had inherited all this money recently.

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And after that, Siren

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and my friend Summer, who
were full time sex workers

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would sometimes refer clients
to me if they weren't cis men,

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which was like rarely, I
was still waiting tables.

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I probably would never
be able to do this full time

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if I didn't meet Veronica
when I moved here.

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Is this, is this okay hear for you?

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Mm hmm.

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(kiss)

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I dreamt this.

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(underwater bubbles sound)

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I have an idea.

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What if it was a pool?

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We passed out.

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Time is it?

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What if what was a pool?

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Your dream.

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What was the name of that
company you loved to work for?

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Pool house pictures?

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Pool Boi Productions.

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(drum beats)

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(groovy music)

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